in a fog

literally. i'm in a fog.

i'm looking outside my window (while breaking from planning vbs and putting the library books back) and through the haze of fog can make out the trees on the other side of the parking lot.

it was not fun to wake up to a foggy morning.

i purposely picked out which of the three bedrooms to sleep in (did i mention that my apartment/duplex is a three-bedroom?) because i would get the morning sun. and i know i get up faster when i have sunlight pouring down on me and disturbing my rest.

even if the room is the same side as the street. which means people drive by and make noise.

like the drag racers last week. seriously, two idiots were drag racing down my street. fortunately i live near the start line.

or the like the construction workers. cause the road is currently being worked on. and some days they start at 7 am. which is ridiculously early to be hearing the beep, beep, beep of the big beasts as they back up. or to have them going at the cement with jackhammers.

but i digress. part of the issue is the fact that there was no sun this morning. not that i ever see the sun actually peek over the horizon (stupid trees...), but i do notice a distinct change in lighting by 7:30 am.

so i started my morning sluggishly. got up after sleeping through alarms. ate breakfast. got dressed. went to work.

but now i have an amazing headache that is growing. i know it's part stress, part weather. stress because i have two weeks before i move. and a lot to do then. so much that it's hard to know exactly where to start. weather because i'm a human barometer who notices major changes. like from yesterdays sunny, partly cloudy weather to today's dreary fog. my head can feel it. and the brain is definitely slow and understanding is foggy this morning.

so i'm in a fog. or in fogs, as the case may be. i'm just hopin and prayin that the fog(s) will clear up...